I am stuck. On the edge. A precipice. Worry. Fear.
What the actual FUCK?.
What is wrong with me. I’m still where I was in 2016 (only several years older). I am stuck.
Vacillating and vituberating.
I want to paint. I want to be a painter. I take photos which I want to be painting.
I sort through paints. I sort through brushes. I buy some supplies. I tell myself “let’s do a painting a month (as I really don’t think I can produce a daily painting, though I love the concept).” It’s now March, late March, and I have not painted. It gnaws at me. I can visualize it but I am frozen in inaction.
wtf.
#wtf #stuck #loser #art #isuck #dudartist #paintings #letspaint #everydayscenes
analog vs digital 